Wednesday, November 30, 2016


At times, transition is painful, Thank God, it has been a boon and it has never shook me hard, rather it has made me learn new the professional transition has been beneficial to me n I enjoyed the moves.

After studies, which I completed after marriage chose to stay at home, being full time mother to my kids, it was my decision and I had secretly wished the same when they weren't born, so it was my choice and thankfully, I didn't need to step out to bring money in the house, so the move was satiating and been a mother of two cutie pie, it was wonderful and I was on cloud nine. When they grew up my lap, I started searching for some assignments that can be carried out working from home. Few encounters I had but all I was losing hope, a surprise barged in. I was given C&F agency by a multinational company on terms & conditions without any deposits to manage two states and the business was commendable. The surprise banged on n I got engagement at home with handsome earning and it was going peacefully.

After five years, fodder scam was unearthed and we dealt with veterinary products, so our business got hampered or God had some other plans for me. It was difficult to close down the operations of MNC but it was difficult to survive on meager business, so wound up. During that process, Parul, my neighbor approached me to handle her departmental shop as she was not doing well. The godsend plan was wonderful and my toddlers had grown up to stay at home alone for few hours after school, so I took up on a positive approach. Again, there was a transition from indirect sales to OTC sales and I gave up my full and gradually, I owed the shop.

But the God had charted varied plans for me and when the financial market was growing, I tried to get into it and thankfully, my past experiences in sales was counted in and I got a was surprising for all & I joined as a Telecaller for the brand and in two years time, I was heading as Relationship Manager which gave me a fantastic growth in terms of money & post. In the meantime, I had chipped in required certifications of Financial market and gave my 100 percent to learn the basics n tricks of market & in a decade, I was known figure of financial markets n even changed over to leading brands of finances. After 15 years, my health issues crippled me and I started contemplating of changing over. In these years, my cuties were settled so I had to work in for engagements n few bucks to be independent.

I was inclined to my childhood passion n started pursuing the same on mass level and it's been a year but the journey has been beautiful, satisfying and I have carved a small space in the kingdom of blogging & creative writing where I am getting recognition. I feel like a butterfly who comes out beautiful after been polished at different stages, the ugly larvae transition to a colorful butterfly, people can't take eyes from her.

The Sweat of Summers

Hardened my Gleam & Clear Beauty

Spring Electrified.

© Ila Varma 2016.

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What is Haiban? 

The Haibun is prose (or a prose poem) interleaved with one or more haiku:

  • The prose is not an explanation of the haiku.

  • The haiku is not a linear continuation of the prose.

  • It is a style of Japan creative writing.


  1. It occurred to me that even the "ugly larvae" are beautiful, but I do like the butterflies.

  2. Comparitive to butterfly, I used the word ugly...otherwise all creations of god is wonderful n amazing

  3. sMiLes.. i've often
    heard the cries..
    the pleas..
    the worry
    oF Youth
    iN how
    it will
    be to grow
    older and less
    strong and beautiful
    in skin and shape..
    but the pARt
    Within of
    God now
    of HeaRt
    more EmotioNs
    noW and SeNsory
    BaLanCing miNd
    and BoDy SoUl need
    never groW old when VibranT
    MoVinG.. ConNectinG and CreaTinG
    as colors change more.. even with grey..
    now to
    nice to
    hear your
    liFe story.. friEnd..
    as this way we see
    so many more paths than our own..
    to what
    WiLL be
    one's humble Glory..:)

  4. An interesting story of ambition and success. Sounds like you have found yourself and your own happiness. Love your haiku.

  5. Thanks Mish, when one door closed, the other opened with more offerings

  6. Very nice & commendable- adapting successfully to various situations!